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I tell myself I'm actually going to be using my deviantart profile "for sketches and stuff". I know, I totally won't. But I can at least give it a try.

so then again I find myself here. and I am still alive and kicking, even if I tend to break my heart and kill my soul I dare say I also tend to mend my heart and revive my soul. I've quit smoking too. sometimes it's hard but mostly I don't even think of it. well, to be honest it's like I never smoked at all and that my memories of smoking are just parts of a weird far away dream. life is still as kafkaesque as always and I find myself realising this all the time. remembering this all the time. when was the last time I spent so much time thinking -evaluating- myself? I don't remember. could be a christmas crisis, or just one of the regular c